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I used to work with a woman name Lauri W., who was hands down one of the sweetest people I've ever met. I had a sort of Mom-crush on her, in that she was everything I wanted in a replacement mother and I secretly wanted her to adopt me. She had a couple of young-adult sons who gave her a lot of grief and stress, so I figured a no-fuss daughter such as myself wouldn't be too much of a burden and could perhaps have been a benefit, since I never needed bailing out of jail like her real kids. Perhaps I should have spoken up and asked if she was open to the idea of taking me in.

A Little Known Secret About Bowling Allies )
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Today on my drive into work, I was thinking about Shelly and Chris, a couple I used to know though my old coworker Bren, who had grown up with the two of them.

Shelly was an Amazon of a woman, tall and big boned. She liked to have fun, and for her that usually involved getting drunk. I've never met another person – man or woman – who could drink like Shelly. She is the only person I've ever met who always ordered two beers at a time so she could have one in each hand.

She enjoyed drinking, and was grateful that she didn't the kind of issues that would mean she shouldn't drink. Holding her beer in each hand, I often heard her say (no doubt because she had forgotten she'd mentioned this before), "Both of my parents are alcoholics. Thank God I'm not one!"

Mixed Emotions, Shaken Not Stirred )
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Today on my drive into work, I was thinking about Papak, a little boy I babysat on Friday nights when I was a teenager. He was 3 years old the last time I saw him, when I made him a promise that I didn't keep. I promised him that he would see me again.

Sharks, Dragons and Distressed Damsels )
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Today on my drive into work, I was thinking about my friend Joy and remembering the time I spoke with her ex on the phone. I would bet he still remembers talking to me, even though he never learned my name. This is fine, since he gave me a new name during the conversation.

I met Aaron only once, when he visited Joy at the Toll Road Authority with their newborn daughter shortly after she got back from maternity leave. I disliked him the moment I saw him. I though that he had the cold, distant eyes of a sociopath. Joy let me hold the baby for a moment that day and introduced us, but Aaron barely glanced at me. If he'd known what would happen the next time we talked, he would have made note of my full name and no doubt an additional future restraining order would have been filed against him.

Smile when you call me that… )
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Today on my drive into work, I was thinking about the mother of a little boy in my son's class at his daycare. She is going through something awful, and there's nothing anyone can do for her until she finds the strength to stand up for herself.

I don't even know this woman's name, but her son is called William. He is about 12 months old. His first few weeks in daycare, he whimpered a lot and always seemed very sensitive. Because he always looked so concerned, I always think of him as Sweet William, like the flower. He was used to being with his mother all day, everyday, and neither of them were dealing with the separation very well. Not that they were all that separated; his mother works at the daycare center as a substitute teacher who moves from one room to another each day.

Sweet William and Job's Tears )

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